Wednesday, January 20, 2010

pieces

hello everyone!! kinda took me a long time to update my blog huh.. well.. its reali bzy and its juz so irritating.. i dun hv some time to do some personal things.. aish.. well, bek to sch's life.. in a NEW year.. i tot its all new.. but stil same.. all those ppl never change.. n bcum worse.. i already hv no strength to defend myself anymore.. i maybe juz let all those ppl attack me without defending them.. cum on.. seriously shut up is d best way.. all these while i nvr shut up cuz i dowan to be UN-me.. haih.. anything la, i reli no strength ad..

[i tried to be perfect but nothing was worth it.. no one blieve me.. i meant all the things i said.. if you blive it's, i'd say all the words that i noe, if dun blive, i think i'm better off on my own..]
i modified some from a song..
sum41-pieces..
the whole song its my feeling now..


p.s shut up like a dog.. un-me..


Tuesday, January 5, 2010

sch reopen

wat the hell!! herm.. act 1st day of sch wasn't so bad for me la.. but i dint bring d text book to return.. so i cant get d F5's text books.. the 2nd kinda bad for me la.. slpy, dowan study, ran here n thr, bzy.. phew.. jz not gud for me.. n i'm d QM head.. oh my gosh..

well, sch starts.. the one hour oso not relly hving it.. herm.. killing me.. haih..

p.s enjoy in sch guys

Friday, January 1, 2010

new year

its a new year now.. wahseh.. few more days sch reopen.. oh hell.. goin bek into jail.. face those teachers.. aish.. damn it... i'm not ready for sch yet.. i not yet do my holiday hw le.. i never even take a look at it.. dat day i went bek sch to arrange chairs for d F1 registration thingy.. bm tcher asked me wheter i hv fin my hw... so... wat else i say?? haha.. i jz simply say "sudah" haha.. dun care.. come on.. its holidays.. giv us a real holiday la.. aish.. i dowan bek to sch.... all d gud gud tchers transfer makes me lagi dun feel like goin sch lurh..

so um.. i dun think 2010 is a gud year for me.. new year eve n new year doesn't nota gud day for me.. sumthing happen.. starting of d year already like dat.. wish me luck la heh.. i'm F5 ad.. my frens!! we r all F5 ad.. yesterday after countdown reach home about 2am.. i cant slp after bathe cuz sumthing happen la.. so i sat on my sofa til about 4am.. oni i go to my bed n sleep.. today woke up about 10am.. cant slp bek.. i'm tired but cant sleep.. keep thinking about d thing.. i just dint noe wat to do.. so.. i'm tired today.. now nite blogging la.. m.. tmr start wen hua tkd class liao.. everything start again.. haih.. i muz get ready man.. but i'm not ready 4 sch seriously..

p.s feel so unwell wen sch gonna reopen..