jz a story 2~

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There’s this event that Shaun being selected to be the director. The event cant be organize all by himself, all he need is to get a team. So, he went ask around for ppl who willing to do this wit him sincerely. Few days later, he ask for the very 1^st meeting for the event to get to know how many committee members he got in this team. Shaun got a shock that he saw Maryvonne were there in the meeting too, this means, he’ll get to see her more than jz in tuit. Shaun dint bother much about the volunteer she did and continue doing his very best for making this event a success one. He hope. Shaun actually insist not to fall for Maryvonne and continue wait for Jamie.

It’s hard to fight this feeling. Maryvonne appear in front of him more than he want her to be, he do not want to see her much bcz he dowan to fall for her, but tuition for 4days a week, meetings for the event, it’s jz too much time for them to get involve in the same thing together. Seriously he do not want it! Well, it’s been a year plus Shaun broke up wit Jamie. ONE YEAR PLUS! He’s kind of struggling to make the decision of whether  to really let go of Jamie and whether he is ready to take Maryvonne as his gf or not. Again, feeling of confuse and scared occurred. He is scared to fall for another cuz he is scared the another gal will do the same to him as he’s being hurt quite badly. Got all this bothering him all day and nite for few weeks!

Finally, the day Shaun thought he’ll never get through is he got over Jamie. Shaun let her go but stil not totally. He decided to slowly forget Jamie by slowly putting his love to Maryvonne. People said to forget those pain ur ex given you is to start a new relationship wit someone new. He dint noe whether it’s a correct decision but he tell himself “jz do it”, and ofcz he’s hoping that this relationship will work. He dint even cross his mind saying that thr will be someone else will make him fall in love again. NEVER, but Maryvonne successfully made him do. 

Shaun used to be very concentrate in tuition, but not anymore due to Maryvonne. The ordinary girl no more has bcum some special gal whc sitiing beside him. He decided to hide his feelings at 1^st, as usual, a guy do not want to scare the gal off. Shaun always cant wait to attend tuition classes jz to get close to Maryvonne, he even feel that 2hours wasn’t enuf. he wait for her to go home each time aft tuition no matter wat. Even if he got dinner wit his family, he’ll stil wait for her dad to pick her up.

p.s if sumone can reli make Shaun let go off Jamie. She's got dat one thing.

p.p.s to be continue. XD

jz a story 1

CONTINUE…….

After Shaun finish his important exam in high sch whc is SPM. Jamie is back from Australia. They continue texting each other like they used to be. Shaun is sad, cuz he stil cant got over her and he rmb everything they’ve done together so clearly. Especially Christmas. Shaun alwiz hv a wish that is to enjoy d beautiful fireworks with his lover during Christmas at 12am sharp on 25^th December. His wish come true after so many years that being fulfilled by Jamie in year 2009. But this time in year 2010, he hv to go through this alone n suffering while watching d fireworks cz its reminding him how sweet they were last year to watched the fireworks together. Seriously, he can jz get a new gf as so many gals wish to be his gf. But he reli got no interest in other gal. the truth is, Shaun is scared to fall for another one. He is scared to start a new relationship. The scars inside his heart made him. Even if he got very close to other gal, he’s stil thinking about Jamie. Honestly, he did try to fall for other gal but failed! Few months later, Jamie went back to Australia again. Shaun continue wit his life by getting information through facebook n blog about Jamie.

Shaun get to continue his studies in another high sch. They called it pre-u. On May 2011, he starts his high sch’s life again. A new place whr thr’s no memory at all about Jamie and him. Unfortunately, he stil a little too not over her. He got very upset on 2^nd of May 2011. It’s been 1year he broke up wit Jamie. He waited for 1year plus, and still so miserable. Hoping that someday maybe miracle wil happen. What a fool.

In this brand new sch, Shaun makes alots more new frens as he loves to make frens. Continue making new memories. He’s juzt randomly saw this ordinary gal and he continue talking with his frens without bothering to approach her nor making frens wit her because they don’t know each other and were nt in the same group for ice-breaking etc. they got this ice-breaking for one whole week. Its was kind of fun I guess. Get to know each other, love that feeling. After that, we start our syllabus. Shaun is also busy with tuition classes, one week 4 days for the same subject, that is Mathematics. Mathematics is one of the hardest subject in pre-u! Day by day, week by week. Time flies so fast it’s July already! they have this special camp (3days 2night) which involve all the pre-u students in this high sch. This is another opportunity to noe our more about our new frens. Shaun love joining those camp wit his frens, especially when they resting together in one room. It will sure to be having a fun time playing, chit chating wit frens and all other kind of stuffs.

During the camp, they’ve been divided in groups according to their classes. There’s one night which each of them have to think of sumthing to perform, anything like singing, drama or some other thing. Prizes will be given. Everyone’s busy practicing for the night. Shaun walk around and saw that ordinary gal again aft he last seen her whc is on May while it’s already July. Quite long huh. He saw her conducting her class to get them prepared for the performance. As usual, Shaun jz walk away to whr he wanted to go. Thr’s a voice inside him saying “wow, that gal’s voice so loud. And she’s probably the class monitor I guess as she’s conducting the class”. And again he continue wit his stuffs by ignoring what he saw. Finally, the camp is over and we get back to our normal life. Studies……

One day, Shaun’s concentrating in that math’s tuition. Suddenly, that ordinary gal came in. As they looking around to find her a seat, it’s kind of no more empty space as the tuition class started 2months ago and everyone actually already have a permanent seat for their own. One of Shaun’s fren who knows that ordinary gal as they were in the same society, pointed d seat right beside me. Finally, the gal settle down herself by taking the seat beside me. Yes, Shaun and that ordinary gal do have some conversation as Shaun love to make frens. Shaun started by asking for her name, finally he know her name! Maryvonne. So both Shaun and Maryvonne have conversation throughout the whole tuit class. Shaun was like couldn’t believe that he wil get to know Maryvonnne. He almost did not get to know her, because Shaun asked her “why do you suddenly wanna come to this tuit?” and her replied was “oh, because I actually wanted to go for some college cuz i got a scholarship thr, but end up decided to continue back here”.. is it God that want her to continue in this high sch so that she can meet Shaun too? No one knows.

4days a week that Shaun and Maryvonne will get to sit together side by side in just for 2hours tuition class and talk about almost anything. After awhile, Shaun realize that Maryvonne is a very talkative gal. He love the way she tell him about her stuffs, it’s just so natural. Sooner or later, Shaun have a little feeling towards Maryvonne. The more-than-friend feeling. Shaun is stil confuse. He told himself that he cant do this as the scars in his heart it’s just like a tattoo. He is stil scared to fall for another gal. His mind is jz CONFUSED!

p.s to be continue. XD

jz a story....

Title:Reminiscene

Shaun is a famous guy in high sch. He is a helpful prefect n very responsible. That’s what the feedback from teachers and seniors and some even say he’s kind. Most of the girls in the school wish to be his gf, some even stalk him til he’s kind of scared. He used to cycle to school. There few times he’s being followed back home by some of the girls, as they wanna know where he’s staying. Besides, he is also a very active in sports. Especially high jump, champion every year.

Most of the girls want his phone number, he even get some unknown number dat text or phone him. He wonder how do they get his number. So most of the time he’ll just ignore those unknown number. On day, there one junior ask for his number face to face, and he doubt and said “ask from ur sister, she have my number”. Few days later, her sister who named Jamie text him. “my sister and her friends want ur number. How?” he replied, “I don’t know. Wat do u think?”. “how I know. Its ur number. U too famous ad”…. And they texted each other non stop. At d end he do not know how but somehow d girl got his number. Of course he did not stop texting Jamie. Shaun realize that he dint noe Jamie have been studying in the same school with him for 3years. How stupid he was when he thinks back. Wat a joke!

So they texted each other everyday non-stop. 25^th of march 2009, Shaun decided to confess to Jamie and ready for this relationship. At that moment, he dint noe dat whether d gal hv d same feelings he feel, he jz wanna give a try. And he did, Jamie was shock at 1^st, but at the end she said yes. So, here begin their love story. Shall they thax to her sister that wanted to get his number and cause that they kept texting each other? Haha.. Each day after school, Shaun walked Jamie back home with his bike. He’ll like to see that she enter her house safely. As time pass, they were so in love. Not to forget, Jamie is one year older than him. Jamie graduated from high school and she got a job in a shopping complex. Everyday, during her one hour break time, Shaun actually cycle to the shopping complex to accompany her for her meal. CYCLE, its quite a distance but it’s worth it for Shaun and jz for dat one hour.

There is this government programme called national service. Jamie got a letter and being inform that she has to attend it for 3months. Handphone will have to hand up to the person in charge. Only weekend they can get back their handphone. Both Shaun and Jamie always cant wait for d weekends to come. So that they can talk on the phone n text each other. They usually share wat had happened pass fews days as they can’t share it each time cuz d gal is not hving her phone wit her. When she almost finish her national service, they broke up on 2^nd of may 2010. Yes, they hv been in this relationship for 1year plus. The reason is that the girl do not want to lie to her family anymore cuz her family doesn’t want her to be in a relationship this early I guess. So she decided to love her family more than Shaun. Shaun is confused at dat moment. The worst thing is, he is having an important exam this year! How will he gonna concentrate on his studies? He actually took alcohol each day aft d break up. He can’t take it. He can’t face the truth! He’s seriously being hurt damn badly, cz dis is his very 1^st time he’s so deeply in love and the longest relationship he ever had. He has got no interest in other gal xcept for Jamie.

Aft her national service, she went to Australia to further up her studies. He continue get all information at everywhere he can about Jamie. Facebook and blog most of the time. Not stalking her but he’s jz can’t stop concerning about her. He jz couldn’t let her go no matter wat. He even ask her once more to get back to this relationship but failed. Whatever he do, reminds him of her. Places like school, the shopping complex, the road they walked together when sending Jamie back home etc. Shaun decided to let the time do the work and one step at a time. Suffering the pain in his heart.

p.s to be continue. XD