jz a story 8~

CONTINUE…

Shaun love music, for him no music no life! English song is the main language he’ll listen to, he will only listen to the others when his friends influence him. He loves playing with his guitar, not to mention, his guitar is just like his wife! He always learned songs himself from internet, English songs while he usually listens to English songs. He will never thought that he will learn this one particular Chinese song on guitar, and it’s simply because about Maryvonne. There’s this movie named “you are the apple of my eye” which it’s a Chinese movie from Taiwan. Shaun din’t know much about the movie, all he know is that Maryvonne loves this movie so much including the theme song which is why he learned the song. Besides, he watched the movie twice and thinking about her all the time for the whole movie, because the reason why he’ll watch the show is Maryvonne. “you are the apple of my eye” has also in story book that Shaun is wishing so much that it would publish it in English cuz currently it’s only have Chinese version. Sad, he will just buy no matter how much it cost if it’s in English.

Chinese new year is around the corner! Jamie is back again from Australia for the coming celebrations, and again, they both Shaun n Jamie texting with each other. They both actually talk about who they crush on, it’s so cool right to talk about your crush with your ex. Shaun actually trying to deny that he don’t have any crush, and he din’t know that Jamie has a twitter account and did saw all the tweets from Shaun. He was like, no wonder she know so much but she dint know who exactly the girl is. Jamie keep telling Shaun to go for the girl, hoping that he’ll have the chance to be with the girl. You know what? Jamie actually said that the girl will be very lucky if she really accept Shaun’s love, because she really felt so lucky to have Shaun as her boyfriend once and since she couldn’t be the lucky one, she hope that the girl that Shaun is going after will know it that she’s lucky. Shaun replied, “no use if you’re telling me this, cuz she won’t know that she’s the lucky one unless you tell her, and seriously, no chance at all for me and her to be together.” How good if Maryvonne know she will be a lucky girl to have Shaun as her boyfriend.

What else can Shaun do besides being her guardian angel without letting her know anything about it? Stil repeats d same thing > pass by her hse to check on her safety, wait for her to go back aft tuit, etc. There was 2 months Shaun stop for the tuition. And guess what he do? He still come to the tuition centre after every tuition classes to wait for Maryvonne to go back safely. He is really such a fool, in wasting his time and petrol. But in the end he still thinks its was worth it! Another one fine day, Shaun saw that Maryvonne’s mechanical pencil is so old and a bit spoilt, so he walk all the way to the nearest shop to buy a new one during tuition class! It was raining and he don’t really care, he just walk under the rain cause he wanted to get it for her before tuition class end. He bought, and he know that she won’t just accept it like that, so he done this stupid thing that is he throw it into her bag just like that. Hoping that she will just use it if she suddenly found it in her bag.

The next day, she came around and ask who is the one that put in her bag, no one knows but Shaun. Maryvonne din’t ask get him because she forgot what she said about the stay friend thingy. It means, they have no more communication, how will she ask him. She is actually angry that why isn’t anyone admit about the mechanical pencil, and its obviously hurt Shaun. Few weeks later, Shaun saw something awesome though it’s jz a small matter but it really made his day by seeing Maryvonne using the mechanical pencil! How cool is that, but if she were to use it and know that it’s from him, that is infinity awesome for Shaun.

The first time he ever met her, he had no idea things would have gone this far. Sometimes he wonder, how different his life would have been if they never met. Those eyes and that gorgeous smile. There were butterflies in his tummy when ever their eyes met. So much that he wanted to say, yet nothing would come out from his mouth. Shaun kind of sacrifice a lot for Maryvonne, but her heart is jz too difficult to get or is it her heart already belong to someone else? No idea. He actually started to learn playing table tennis because she loves it, which it’s totally not his thing. Of course not as pro as her because he is just a beginner, it’s a new thing for him. Few months later, Shaun is tired and fed up of what respond he get from Maryvonne, he is exhausted! Now, he decide to move on and continue searching for another girl where she will really appreciate him. Seriously, a girl that have a guy like him, I would say, she is really the lucky one. Shaun stops everything on her but still he will care or help her up quietly as he stil love her.

p.s it’s not a happy ending but lets just hope that Shaun will put his love to someone that loves him too.

The end~

jz a story 7~

CONTINUE…

Here’s a few things I wanna add onabout what happened in December. Maryvonne’s birthday is 7^th of December.Shaun decided to buy a dress as her birthday present so that she can wear it onprom night. It was a secret! Obviously he will need help from some gals, so hetexted a few of his gals friends asking whether are they free. They dint replyhim for few hours. Shaun texted them again cuz he’s too excited to buy a dressfor Maryvonne by saying “I wanna buy a dress, can anyone help me with that?”the funny thing was, they all reply him the next second asking all those “wh”question. Sad case, when talk about buying dress they can actually reply himfaster than asking them whether are they free. Haha.

They decided to help him up and theywent for shopping! Well, shopping is truly not Shaun’s favourite especiallywith all gals but for Maryvonne, he “love” it for just one day. They go for fewshops, try those dresses for them self too. He told them to find a purplecolour dress cuz purple is Maryvonne’s favourite colour. They found two niceone, 100dollar and another is 200dollar. Not to say the expensive one is better,but the 200dollar’s dress seriously nicer than the 100dollar’s dress. Shaun atethe cheapest food for dinner with the gals so that he wont be totally broke aftbuying the dress, cuz he’s sort of decided to buy the 200dollar dress.

While eating, words of advise from thegals. One of them start with “are you gonna buy for her the dress like no joke?”.Another, “if I were her, I dun think I will wear it on that night although I’vealready accept the present cuz its kind of awkward.” And after another, “if shelikes you, then it’s different case”, “itwill be more awkward if she doesn’t even wanna accept ur present”, “if shedoesn’t accept, you’ve waste your money!” bla bla bla… gals jz keep on goingbefore a word from Shaun. They still think that it’s not a good idea to buyMaryvonne a dress. *sign* at the end of the day, he buy nothing. On herbirthday, he dint gv her any present and he dint even wish her. He jz thoughtthat it doesn’t matter for her to receive his wishes or not, his mind set thatshe dun gv a damn about his words.

On the charity event day, Shaun hasthis strong feeling of going to the Mcd just for fun while he has to accompanythe VIPs of the day for lunch at Secret Recipe which is so near to Mcd! He dintknow why he has that strong feeling til the next day he found out thatMaryvonne was at Mcd. And for Christmas eve countdown til 12sharp, Shaun stayover at friends house and so do Maryvonne though they dint met at thecelebration. He knows she stay over at her friend house the next day too, thething is, the two houses is at the same area! Shaun actually walked pass thehouse few times with his friends. Why is it so damn CLOSE?

there's another big big secret! Shaun knows that she's staying with just two guys in her house while her siblings are all outstation for studies. her dad and her uncle. Maryvonne is the youngest child in the family, same with Shaun. can you see that? there's kind of many thing that might make them work. Shaun is worried, sorry for not reli trusting her family, but he's just WORRIED, cuz maybe she'll be home alone? he asked Maryvonne before about where do she stay, she said her housing area's name. he actually go and search for Maryvonne's house with just known about the area's name! housing area with so many turnings plus he dint even step in to the area before! searching for days. he even borrow a motorbike from his friend to search for it cuz it's easier to make a u-turn etc. this is totally INSANE, how to find for this one particular house in this one big area?? he was quite upset that he couldnt find her house for the 1st day, but he dint give up.

there's one time just so coincidence that Maryvonne's car was in front of Shaun, so what he do? he sort of followed her car at the back but seriously the road is exactly the same road for Shaun to go back home. her car turned in an area half way. it was like the other part of the area that Shaun dint know it was the same name. for these few days he couldnt find her house because it's wrong area, it was another part of it! one day, it was raining, Shaun just have this feeling to go around the housing area one more time. haha. yes, this is so drama, gotta say that he's relly damn lucky that he found her house! by recognizing her car and to be confirm her car plat number. again, is the feeling that Shaun had help him. why is it so weird that the feelings he feel are all gotta do with Maryvonne? besides, whatever that you are gonna say that Shaun's a stalker etc. he just wanna protect her IF thr's anything happen.. cuz if thr's smtg happen, at least Shaun knows where to go to find her. and he notice that her house wasnt wit a good security. its kind of dangerous. he wish to be her 24hrs body guard now, so when he's free, he'll purposely pass by her house just for her safety. it's seriously a big secret cuz Maryvonne doesnt noe he found out her house. if she knows, Shaun's gonna be so dead. She will avoid him even more.

Maryvonne's house is in one small lane, Shaun park his car outside and actually walk in with his umbrella to take a clearer look. he can see that she is not very rich, it's just a small house, kind of messy, quite isolated, bathroom was opposite of the house. she use the toilet outside of the house. now you can understand why do Shaun wanna be her 24hrs body guard FOC. he just dun care about her background or the place that she stay, he still fall for her for just the way she is.

p.s thax for the gals friends. cat>jia>sting>joy
n the motobike's owner-steven

jz a story 6~

CONTINUE…

The big day has finally end, the charity event. Shaun feel so happy dat it was quite smooth and it’s end already. Maryvonne ignored Shaun for every meetings n for the whole event after the confession. Sometimes, he’s rather to be stress or busy about d event than to end it. Because if d event end, means it’s the end of Maryvonne n him in involving things together except for tuition. That means, less time to be together in doing something. Too bad, time couldn’t stop going. Shaun wants to treat every committee for a meal, so he asked them for suggestion on where they wanted to go. Shaun himself was thinking about this stall name “pak putra” earlier, when he asked them that question, Maryvonne answer the same stall too. Shaun keep quiet for awhile, thinking that it’s so coincidence that she’s thinking the same stall too. so they have it at that particular stall.

Few days later, prom night. Shaun heard that Maryvonne is coming too! Everyone was so excited! Obviously Shaun is excited to see how beautiful Maryvonne will be, he’s thinking that she will look more beautiful from what he expect for sure. When he 1^st saw her, his heart skip a beat. Wow, it was fantastic . too bad she wasn’t his prom date but a little thing dat doesn’t make him sad is she don’t have any prom date too. Maryvonne’s wit her group of friends and so do Shaun. Throughout the whole night, Shaun stil praying that she can have a dance wit him, she just bought those brand new shoes that her classmate gv her as a present for her birthday, it would be such a shame not to give them a chance to have a dance. at the same time he is scad to see if any guy dance with her as she said she’s waiting for someone. He do not know what shud he feel if its happen. Shaun did get a chance to dance wit a gal which impossible is Maryvonne but is with one of her friend. Glad that he sees no guy dance with her. Another thing Shaun’s happy about was Maryvonne get 1^st runner up for best dress award. When she’s on d stage to get the prize, Shaun’s friend dares him to go in front of her and take pictures. He did, her face change when she saw him taking photos of her. It’s obviously hurt Shaun’s heart.

Shaun did not get to dance with her or even take a photo with her. As usual, he waits for her to go back after the event. He dint know why her dad come so late till he cant wait for her anymore cuz he’s meeting his friends for a drink and so he jz leave the place without seeing her go back safely. Shaun’s worried all night, the damn thing was he cant text her asking if she’s home safely. What he did is stil nothing. The next day in tuition, Shaun heard Maryvonne saying “I was the last one to go back” while she’s talking with her friend. Shaun damn heartache, thinking if he really stay til she go back, he can have the chance to be with just her n him that night. Whatever is it, he is glad that she’s safe even without him waiting.

That’s it, the two events that they waited so long has end in this December. The next thing was Christmas! Shaun celebrate with his friends as usual, he was expecting to see Maryvonne too cz usually everyone celebrate Christmas at this village called Portuguese settlement. At the end of the day, Maryvonne dint appear at all. Shaun's thinking about Maryvonne while he's watching the firework when the clock strike at 12am sharp during Chritmas.

p.s another lonely Christmas but still glad to have friends.

jz a story 5~

CONTINUE…

The secretary of the charity event suddenly said that she is leaving the school to continue her studies at other place. Its sad cz she reali can do work, Shaun do not need to worry about the work dat she do. Anyway, they took a pic together wit all the committees before she leave. So that’s the 1^st time Shaun get to took a pic wit Maryvonne which he cant forget that. As the time past, Shaun as the director, kind of stress about the event, not to forget, it is a big event! There’s this one fine day, one of his fren texted him, “hey, wanna go Movida?”. His frens wanna bring him for clubbing. His fren said dis, “I saw ur tweets, u seems stress, so wanted to bring u go relax!” Shaun join them, his frens gonna pay for it somemore!

Shaun enjoy the loud music, alcohol! At a stage, the alcohol makes him high! I must stress on this, he is not drunk but high, maybe a little drunk. Haha.. He take his phone n text Marryvonne, ask her to be his prom date. He noe that if its work den great, but if its not, he noe he got those alcohol wit him now.he is ready for the answer. *phone vibrate* “no. I’m actually waiting for sumone.” She replied. Its hurt but Shaun said “how about jz a dance?” she like no too. Now, its obvious that Maryvonne noe Shaun feelings towards her. Due to the a little drunk of Shaun and aft long hiding of the feeling, he kind of confess to Maryvonne. It’s a sad answer. She ask to stay as friends, and ofcz Shaun agreed. Wat else can he say? Nothing… Shaun did apologize if he scare her off n oso xplain that he is kind of drunk that’s why couldn’t control himself. Maryvonne told him not to talk or msg her wen he is drunk next time. Shaun remember this whenever he drink at other time. Conclusion, stay friends.

The next day in tuit, Shaun is ready to face Maryvonne wit the friends feeling. When she came in, Shaun start a conversation wit her 1^st. Maryvonne ignore him straight away and insist not to sit beside him anymore. Seriously very sad, hurt, everything turn up side down! Wat happen to the “stay friends” thing?? So yeah, this relationship doesn’t work. Whatever is it, he stil wait for her to go back aft every tuit clases. Alcohol is the next thing Shaun’s searching for due to the way Marryvonne treated him.

Sooner or later, Shaun realize smtg. Here’s another story. Shaun very 1^st ex was not Jamie but another gal which is Maryvonne’s friend. He realize that both of them actually talking about him for quite some time. They talk about what he did, so wen Shaun did something to Maryvonne. She will go telling her frens, his ex will be like, “yes, I noe he’ll do dis, because she likes you”*things like that* said to Maryvonne. So I guess, here’s one of the reason why he cant get her. Yes, Shaun’s the one who wanna break up wit his 1^st ex but his ex dun nid to spoilt or take revenge or wateva she’s thinking to make Shaun fail to get a new gf right? Shaun break up for reasons, he swear he do loved her sincerely. I’m not gonna say much about why wants to break up wit his 1^st ex, I’m jz gonna say, its about her attitude. The weird thing is, she even got a new bf. Some other reasons he cant get Maryvonne because of her friends around her. The friends that do not really noe about Shaun but simply talk about him makes her wont accept Shaun. Sad case.

p.s If you truly want to be with somebody, listen to your heart not all the voices from all the people around you.

jz a story 4~

CONTINUE…

The charity event hasn’t end yet. It wil be held on December 15, for this few months they will need to prepare many things jz to get the event nicely done. Here’s a dirty little secret about Shaun, he alwiz cant wait to hv d next meeting jz to see Maryvonne, doin this charity together.

Prom. The thing dat most of the high sch students looking forward to. Everyone wish to hv a prom date same goes to Shaun but not sure about Maryvonne, because she seems to be kind of keeping a distance away from guys and just stick around with her gals frens. By the way, its gonna held just few days aft the charity event which is on 19^th of December. Shaun is stil considering whether to go or not and from what he can see, he dun think Maryvonne will go this kind of event because he noticed that she is not a person who’ll simply spend money while the prom ticket is 50dollar per ticket! He’s thinking about asking her to go prom wit him, cuz if its like dat, Shaun will suppose to be the one who buy the ticket for her then she will not need to spend money for it. The problem is, he cant ask her to go prom wit him just like dat, I mean out of sudden?? She’ll surely think of something is wrong. Shaun cant do anything but one step at a time, of cz he’s hoping there’s a good chance to ask her to be his prom date. He HOPE!

In tuition, he asked, “are you goin to the prom?”. Maryvonne replied “um.. I’m not sure yet.” She continue saying that she scared she got no transport, need to make up and set hairstyle, search for dress, shoes and bla bla bla… Shaun replying in a friendly way jz to not letting her realize he likes her, “I can be your driver, I will send you for make up all those things and of cz will send u back aft that, no worries.” He hope this will solve her problem and she’ll say okay but she said she don’t want, it will be so weird. The way she replied, Shaun now noe that she knows about the crush from him towards her and he quikly reply “it’s not weird, friends what, you can count on me like friends”. End up the answer is stil “not sure, see how.” Fine, that’s it. Shaun dowan to talk about it any further to avoid awkwardness.

Shaun love to write some songs lyrics and put on his table underneath the transparent wrapping paper as he use it to wrapped his desk. He remembered once he asked Maryvonne what song she like, and she said Rihanna-take a bow. Wow, that song was kind of long ago ad, he cant reli rmb those words til he go searching back that song, downloaded it again, get it’s lyrics, write it on a piece of paper and put on his table. Hoping that she’ll see it for no reason, just want her to see it and hoping that she knows that’s Shaun’s table. Sure to have that chance because sometimes her society will held their meeting in his class. Guess what she saw it! She talk about it in tuition by asking Shaun “you oso like the song “take a bow?” he dono how to react but just pretend and say yes. The hidden reason is because Maryvonne like it so that is why he wrote it. Talking about society, Shaun feel so heartache wen he come to noe those 3society that Maryvonne joined was once he think of joining but he dint join. It was just so close….

On 16^th of August, Shaun’s friends gave him a really lovely birthday surprise! It’s really unexpected. They had steamboat, barbeque and of course a birthday cake. After awhile, they told him, “we actually asked Maryvonne to come over, she agreed but few days ago she said she couldn’t make it, don’t know why.” He is so thankful to have this group of friends, its even enough to have them celebrating his birthday. After eating, Shaun text Maryvonne “why you couldn’t make it to the party?” She replied “my brother came back home from outstation, so I have to stay home. By the way, it’s a surprise party ryt?” Shaun was kind of sad of course but its okay, family come first! He told himself that to comfort himself. He even reply Maryvonne telling her that the party will be wonderful if she were to be there too. ~sigh~

p.s Shaun really do appreciate his friend > tee, qi, vin, wei 1, wei 2, na, and xin.

jz a story 3~

CONTINUE…

Later on, Shaun ask Maryvonne for her  handphone number in tuition. Guess what! She gave him the number without any doubt and he thought this relationship might work. Can you imagine how happy Shaun was when he got her number?!! That awesome feeling he’ll never forget. On that day itself, he texted her. Shaun himself can’t believe that he can actually chat wit her until she doze off, and the super awesome thing is, she replied him the next day aft sch saying that she is sori din’t reply cuz she fell aslp. In two days, with jz two little small matter, Maryvonne made Shaun felt so damn hapi twice. That’s how powerful she is. Everthing Maryvonne do and words she say will take Shaun’s breath away. 

They’ve texted each other for few days, and unfortunately, one day, her phone credit expired. Shaun is sad cz jz started texting her a few days and hv to stop already. Questions that comes to his mind wen he noe her credit expired. “when wil she gonna reload?” “will she text him wen she uploaded her credit?” “shal he text her aft few days asking whether she’s already reaload but he scad she will think that he is so disturbing?” *maybe she do think that these few days*hmmm.. You must be thinking how come he will noe her credit expired, cz if it’s so, she couldn’t text him and tell him about it. Here’s another thing dat makes Shaun feel happy, she actually use her uncle’s hp to text him telling him about it. It makes him feel dat he is quite important maybe? Cuz if a normal fren, they wont reli go borrow ppl’s phone to text others if they’ve no more credit or credit expired, I guess…

Shaun realize something when they chit chat-ing in tuition. He realize dat the physic’s tuition he used to attend last 2years ago was also attended by Maryvonne and again he dint notice thr’a a gal name Maryvonne were in the same tuition wit him, jz like he din’t notice Jamie were in the same sch for few years wit him. He dint even see her face before! Damn pathetic man this Shaun. He felt so “wat the hell”!! the weird thing is, she knows about him but not vice versa. He is thinking, why cant God jz let them know each other earlier, for like 2years earlier?!! Heartache… Other than that, her eldest sister and his 4^th sister were friends. Another heartache matter, they were just so CLOSE. The car that Shaun drive is being recognize by her sister, so wen they having their conversation, Maryvonne bring out this matter. He even play badminton wit her sister before! Laugh out loud.

Few days later, Shaun try to msg her asking if she had uploaded her hp credit. The sad thing is, the way Maryvonne reply, wasn’t the same as before. It feels like she doesn’t wanna chat wit him, and automatically Shaun also stop texting her. He really do scad dat he wil scare her off. Even he feels dat she dowan to chat wit him, he stil wait for her to go bek aft every tui classes. He bought her fruits once after sch wen he noe she stay back after school for meeting, honey dew as he know that’s her favourite fruit. There’s this shop called “chatime” just open not long ago, Shaun have yet try it, but the first time he line up at that shop and buy it is for Maryvonne not himself. What to call this Shaun? A fool or what? Haven even try but the first time buy not for himself. Whatever is it, he is happy that she receive and eat or drink it.

One day in tuition, she ask him not to buy her anything anymore. Shaun dun understand what this gal’s thinking. It’s obvious that she dun like him, but wen he think of the way Maryvonne talks to him, text wit him last time and even use her uncle’s hp to msg him, Shaun stil wanna stay his love for Maryvonne, because he know that once he decided to fall for that particular one, he must be serious! not to be like a playboy.

p.s Shaun needs a lots of guts to fall for someone cz he noe he mz be serious.

jz a story 2~

CONTINUE….

There’s this event that Shaun being selected to be the director. The event cant be organize all by himself, all he need is to get a team. So, he went ask around for ppl who willing to do this wit him sincerely. Few days later, he ask for the very 1^st meeting for the event to get to know how many committee members he got in this team. Shaun got a shock that he saw Maryvonne were there in the meeting too, this means, he’ll get to see her more than jz in tuit. Shaun dint bother much about the volunteer she did and continue doing his very best for making this event a success one. He hope. Shaun actually insist not to fall for Maryvonne and continue wait for Jamie.

It’s hard to fight this feeling. Maryvonne appear in front of him more than he want her to be, he do not want to see her much bcz he dowan to fall for her, but tuition for 4days a week, meetings for the event, it’s jz too much time for them to get involve in the same thing together. Seriously he do not want it! Well, it’s been a year plus Shaun broke up wit Jamie. ONE YEAR PLUS! He’s kind of struggling to make the decision of whether  to really let go of Jamie and whether he is ready to take Maryvonne as his gf or not. Again, feeling of confuse and scared occurred. He is scared to fall for another cuz he is scared the another gal will do the same to him as he’s being hurt quite badly. Got all this bothering him all day and nite for few weeks!

Finally, the day Shaun thought he’ll never get through is he got over Jamie. Shaun let her go but stil not totally. He decided to slowly forget Jamie by slowly putting his love to Maryvonne. People said to forget those pain ur ex given you is to start a new relationship wit someone new. He dint noe whether it’s a correct decision but he tell himself “jz do it”, and ofcz he’s hoping that this relationship will work. He dint even cross his mind saying that thr will be someone else will make him fall in love again. NEVER, but Maryvonne successfully made him do. 

Shaun used to be very concentrate in tuition, but not anymore due to Maryvonne. The ordinary girl no more has bcum some special gal whc sitiing beside him. He decided to hide his feelings at 1^st, as usual, a guy do not want to scare the gal off. Shaun always cant wait to attend tuition classes jz to get close to Maryvonne, he even feel that 2hours wasn’t enuf. he wait for her to go home each time aft tuition no matter wat. Even if he got dinner wit his family, he’ll stil wait for her dad to pick her up.

p.s if sumone can reli make Shaun let go off Jamie. She's got dat one thing.

p.p.s to be continue. XD

jz a story 1

CONTINUE…….

After Shaun finish his important exam in high sch whc is SPM. Jamie is back from Australia. They continue texting each other like they used to be. Shaun is sad, cuz he stil cant got over her and he rmb everything they’ve done together so clearly. Especially Christmas. Shaun alwiz hv a wish that is to enjoy d beautiful fireworks with his lover during Christmas at 12am sharp on 25^th December. His wish come true after so many years that being fulfilled by Jamie in year 2009. But this time in year 2010, he hv to go through this alone n suffering while watching d fireworks cz its reminding him how sweet they were last year to watched the fireworks together. Seriously, he can jz get a new gf as so many gals wish to be his gf. But he reli got no interest in other gal. the truth is, Shaun is scared to fall for another one. He is scared to start a new relationship. The scars inside his heart made him. Even if he got very close to other gal, he’s stil thinking about Jamie. Honestly, he did try to fall for other gal but failed! Few months later, Jamie went back to Australia again. Shaun continue wit his life by getting information through facebook n blog about Jamie.

Shaun get to continue his studies in another high sch. They called it pre-u. On May 2011, he starts his high sch’s life again. A new place whr thr’s no memory at all about Jamie and him. Unfortunately, he stil a little too not over her. He got very upset on 2^nd of May 2011. It’s been 1year he broke up wit Jamie. He waited for 1year plus, and still so miserable. Hoping that someday maybe miracle wil happen. What a fool.

In this brand new sch, Shaun makes alots more new frens as he loves to make frens. Continue making new memories. He’s juzt randomly saw this ordinary gal and he continue talking with his frens without bothering to approach her nor making frens wit her because they don’t know each other and were nt in the same group for ice-breaking etc. they got this ice-breaking for one whole week. Its was kind of fun I guess. Get to know each other, love that feeling. After that, we start our syllabus. Shaun is also busy with tuition classes, one week 4 days for the same subject, that is Mathematics. Mathematics is one of the hardest subject in pre-u! Day by day, week by week. Time flies so fast it’s July already! they have this special camp (3days 2night) which involve all the pre-u students in this high sch. This is another opportunity to noe our more about our new frens. Shaun love joining those camp wit his frens, especially when they resting together in one room. It will sure to be having a fun time playing, chit chating wit frens and all other kind of stuffs.

During the camp, they’ve been divided in groups according to their classes. There’s one night which each of them have to think of sumthing to perform, anything like singing, drama or some other thing. Prizes will be given. Everyone’s busy practicing for the night. Shaun walk around and saw that ordinary gal again aft he last seen her whc is on May while it’s already July. Quite long huh. He saw her conducting her class to get them prepared for the performance. As usual, Shaun jz walk away to whr he wanted to go. Thr’s a voice inside him saying “wow, that gal’s voice so loud. And she’s probably the class monitor I guess as she’s conducting the class”. And again he continue wit his stuffs by ignoring what he saw. Finally, the camp is over and we get back to our normal life. Studies……

One day, Shaun’s concentrating in that math’s tuition. Suddenly, that ordinary gal came in. As they looking around to find her a seat, it’s kind of no more empty space as the tuition class started 2months ago and everyone actually already have a permanent seat for their own. One of Shaun’s fren who knows that ordinary gal as they were in the same society, pointed d seat right beside me. Finally, the gal settle down herself by taking the seat beside me. Yes, Shaun and that ordinary gal do have some conversation as Shaun love to make frens. Shaun started by asking for her name, finally he know her name! Maryvonne. So both Shaun and Maryvonne have conversation throughout the whole tuit class. Shaun was like couldn’t believe that he wil get to know Maryvonnne. He almost did not get to know her, because Shaun asked her “why do you suddenly wanna come to this tuit?” and her replied was “oh, because I actually wanted to go for some college cuz i got a scholarship thr, but end up decided to continue back here”.. is it God that want her to continue in this high sch so that she can meet Shaun too? No one knows.

4days a week that Shaun and Maryvonne will get to sit together side by side in just for 2hours tuition class and talk about almost anything. After awhile, Shaun realize that Maryvonne is a very talkative gal. He love the way she tell him about her stuffs, it’s just so natural. Sooner or later, Shaun have a little feeling towards Maryvonne. The more-than-friend feeling. Shaun is stil confuse. He told himself that he cant do this as the scars in his heart it’s just like a tattoo. He is stil scared to fall for another gal. His mind is jz CONFUSED!

p.s to be continue. XD