Friday, February 1, 2013

Related to the post before this.


Here’s the one I said I will write another post cuz I din’t wanna spoilt the fun there. Um, the day before we go out. We were having a small maths test in class. Teacher kind of nagging me while marking my paper because I dint write out the answer properly. =.=, I know I know that was my fault, I did not get mad at her for doing that, but, I think she was kind of lost her mind when she’s nagging. She started saying, write down the answer properly MA (she speak in Chinese), write already your MAMA (mother) will appear already. I’m like, okayyyy, I was about to burst, I wanted to keep it to myself until she finish marking my paper. After awhile I really can’t hold it anymore, I just walked out of the class, luckily she started to mark some one’s paper too. I stayed at the corridor outside my class for awhile. My classmates know that I’m crying, so some of them peep at the windows and doors I guess? I wasn’t sure, I just feel it cuz I’m closing my face with both my hands. Then I just walked away to the toilet where I can lock myself inside and cry. My friend, Zhan Yang followed me and trying to console me. He waited outside the toilet, what a good brother.

We sat down somewhere after I came out from the toilet, I just didn’t want to go back to class. It was the last period of the day, so I’ll just wait for the teacher to go out of the class and my classmates to go back cuz I dowan them to see my face. So, I told him if my mum were to be appear if I write the answer properly, I will write no matter how many times! And I started crying again. Then, another friend, Wei Ping came. They kept trying to console me, I just kept quiet cz when I started talking I will cry. When school dismissed, SHIT, that teacher started walking towards our direction. she started talking to me, I’m like I can’t be so no manners for not replying her right, so I talked and I burst into tears again. Haiyo, school dimiss le, students passes by, so embarrassing!! I just couldn’t help.

She talked, bla bla bla…. I just close my face with both my hands, I can’t remember if she is trying to open it up. i remember I told her I didn’t want her to know that I cry because of what she said, that’s why I walked out and dowan to go back class. I don’t think she will realize I wasn’t in class though. Because she told me one of my classmates, Chia Mei, told her that she made me cry then only she knew. If not I don’t think she will know at all and won’t even come and talk to me after class. she even called me around 4 or 5smtg that day itself to talk to me again on the phone, I remember I was at nadeje! Haha. I din’t go back straight after school bcuz I was really having a bad mood. I just wanna take a walk. :) accompanied by Lye Tee and Wen Qi.

P.s. when I’m about to cry, u may talk to me, I’ll just listen without replying you because if I talk I will start to burst!