it's been about a month, we hardly chat cuz u hv to prepare for ur exams. and now that u fin, i've waited. excitedly waited for this day to come but... it seems, foolish. u doesnt seems to feel this way too... yea, i know. HOPING too much. blame myself. JUST KILL ME CAN?
i'm afraid i cant do this anymore. i wanted to leave, i wanted to give up. but
i dowan you to feel everybody is the same like "they come and in the end they left"
i dowan to be the "i hate getting too close to people because when i thought they would always be there for me, they eventualy leave"
but i'm afraid.
they said, nothing last forever and nothing stays the same so why cant i stop having the feelings towards you?
2years, can say nothing stays the same in 2years? especially, when the person already rejected you.
i cant do this, i'm afraid some day.
P.s. I LOVE YOU
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