letters to juliet

i watched "social network yesterday.. n today... "letters to juliet".. it was.. wow.. haha.. i think u guys muz watch it le.. its about a gal.. went vacation in italy.. den she help an old woman to find her true luv!! the old couple hvent been seeing each other for 50years!! wow.. so they search here n thr.. finally ofcz la they found the old man.. haha.. its kinda touching la.. n its been 50yrs le.. they stil luv each other.. dat is true luv huh... well.. i act drink while i watchin.. after dat went driving!!.. i drive after i drink man.. haha.. thank god i was stil awake!!

ntg special la today.. i was all alone.. haih.. go out oso dono whr to go.. got no bike.. hate staying whr i'm staying now lo... herm... cant stay home on9 muz go cc de.. like now.. haha.. i'm in cc.. hell bored.. dono wat to write ad la..

p.s speaking about luv its never too late

ur blog

wow.. i tot u deleted ur blog til u told me u change ur link dat nite.. so i act read fin b4 i went to slp dat nite through i'm hell slpy... u act update it frequently huh.. ur blog is cool... u were like so free to do all those things eh.. nt like mine.. bored bored bored.. hahaha... dono whether got how many readers stil stay wit me.. if u do.. sori i dint update all d time.. i've got my reason la k.. haha.. i currently staying at my aunty's place.. her hse cant on9 la.. so every time i on9 jz log in fb to see wat recently happen n den i off... den i nid to go cc all dat to on9.. kinda waste money la.. so i on for one hour ny lo.. so nt much time for me to blog lurh.. so sori la k.. haha.. plus... i lazy!! hehehe...

okay... so.. ur blog... i'm hapi for u dat u hv a loving n caring dad.. funny too!! i envy u man... look at my dat useless dad... bcz of him my sisters n i need to move out d hse n stay at my aunt's place.. herm.. ur dad's awesome.. well.. here's one question.. 21st oct of ur blog.. u wrote u act havent been through like wat u told me dat nite.. but how about now?? hv u been through?? phew...

p.s nt a day goes by dat i dun think of u..

welcum 2011

lol.. i'm jz gonna say... gudbye to 2010 n hello to 2011..!! hehe.. went jonker for coutndown.. pack like hell so my frens n i decided to be at geographer to countdwn la.. haha.. i stil prefer christmas countdown la.. i alwiz hv fun during christmas countdown.. well.. i miss last chrismas countdown.. so.. after d countdown at jonker i went back wen qi hse.. wait for my sis to pick me up.. she went arena.. lagi syok!!! i muz go next time.. hahah.. for now i ny can go a few pub but nt arena.. lol.. c whether can curi in not...

well.. i miz last chritmas countdown but nt last new year countdown... i'm sori for wat i've done at geographer dat time... i'm a jerk dat nite.. herm.. i'm sori..

p.s i hope 2011 will be my year!! as 2010 wasnt my year i guess.. i hope u guys hv luck dis year too..

true story[sept 17 2010]

today is friday! as students, we all love friday cuz it is the last day of d sch for d week.. moreover, d next day, we can wake up later.. the best part is dismissal on friday is at 12noon! well, here was wat happened..

that friday, due to early dismissal, i usually stayed back for awhile to chat wit my frens.. we would talk, laugh n enjoy ourselves fooling around.. that friday, one of my fren, kelly treated us a banana cake which she had baked.. after eating, another fren, wen qi asked me to help her solve some maths questions..

while solvong the maths quest i felt tired n sleepy.. i tot it was due to my late nite studying history for my trials examination.. i rubbed my eyes... suddenly i felt breathless! i tried my best to breathe as hard as possible but it became worse.. my frens asked some BSMM gals to help me.. they brought me to an open space so dat i could breathe..

i tot i would get better after dat, but it became worse.. my body started to swell n bcame red.. i could not even speak properly at dat moment.. my fren contacted my sis to pick me up in sch.. wen my sis came, she immediately send me to hospital..

i was in d emergency room.. nurses around me were trying to save my life... they kept talking to me.. i was trying hard to breathe and i could nt speak.. one of the nurse gave me a plastic bag n asked me to breathe into it, but it did nt help.. my tears fell.. den a doctor came.. my blood pressure was very high n my heartbeat was very fast..

at dat time, i felt dat i wanted to fall asleep... d doctor kept asking me to open my eyes... the nurse gave me an injecttion, put on an oxygen mask fo me and poked a needle on my left hand for d drips.. it hurts! however, i could nt do anything.. a while ltr, i started to feel oxygen flowing in my lungs.. my body was still swollen n red... slowly, i was able to ans d quest frm d nurses..

i had to stay in d hosp for a day... d doc said i was allergic to banana as i ate a banana cake jz rite b4 this happen.. my fren, kelly felt bad n guilty.. i was oso told dat if d allergic is serious.. d next time it happens, i hv to give myself an injection... i hv to alwiz bring some medication along wherever i go.. dis is scary! i was trying my best to accept d fact dat it can be so serious.. wen my blood test reports out, i was act allergic to seafood n dust.. ntg to do wit banana.. weird...

well, i almost died that friday! however, i am fine n i thank god i am still alive.. dat friday, was a nightmare!! death was so close.. thank godness, i was alright!

p.s. d prove is at my fb photos.. haha.. i was lying on d bed in d hosp.. n dis story i wrote for my trials eng paper...

change

well... i feel dat i've change... i've change to a bad person.. i jz dono y... i dun feel like studying... trials cuming... i reli dono wats d matter to me... and i make troubles... i guess... i not sure... herm.. things around me makes me change u noe.. i jz dono y.. i treat ppl well they dun appreciate it... many many times it happen... dats all dat makes me change... i dun complain last time.. but now i do.. bcz i think its not fair.. haih.. how am i suppose to say.. i'm confuse rite now... everything its jz so messy.... i'm tired of my life.. i feel like wanna die.. my life now its like "wateva"... i think dats y i dowan study... n making troubles...

frens betryed... i blieve dis kind of things happen to all of u too.. i treat them well... i dint think of wanna compare u n me... whr which one is more pro in dis or dat... but y r u comparing wit me?? sumone trying to be like me... wat i do d fela do.. "hahaha.. very funny".. u think wat? u jealous i got more frens than u? i tell u wat... i dono y i got so many frens oso... n i got more frens than u.. not say i berlagak n go around n tell ppl.. eh.. i got alot of frens than u le.. u useless one la.. dis n dat... eh.. cum on man.. i wont so free go do all dis stuff.. u noe wat?? last time i dun say ppl bad thing bhind their back... but ppl make me do it!! so bad huh me... its jz bcz of d ppl around me!!! ppl say bad things about me.. go ahead.. bcz now i've learn dat too!! hu say mine i'll say urs!! all these things happen makes me dun blieve of dis word "best fren"... i dun blieve thr's any best fren in dis world.. seriously is a NO.. cuz my heart hurts so many times.. non of a fren can makes me treat them as my best fren anymore... thr is only "fren" in my world... n y do ppl wanna act?? cum on man.. be urself la u ... dun nid to act dis n dat... trying to make ppl like u... n like dis u hv more frens huh... wat d hell... i think i go hell better than to see u act sial... besides.. wateva i do... sure got ppl judging me... if they see i do anything wrong only... go report... den i kena... den wen i very guai dat time??? huh??!!! at dat time u blind la heh... wen i do sumthing wrong den u suddenly can see la... wat d hell???

tchers... last time... i respect all d tchers... will greet all of them... start from F3... i see all d colours... haha..... after dat... i dun reli respect anymore... i trying to help u... n u say i making troubles... wtf!! n i cant blieve dat tchers dunno how to differentiate wat is 'work' n wat is 'personal business'... i've been so hard working all these while.. wen it cums to my duty... i do well... but wat u judge me is not my duty... my personal issue?? hell... go n judge hell den... wat i do is jz so nt worth.. i treat frens well, i treat tchers well, i do my job wel... and all dis is jz nt worth... very dissapointed wit d ppl around me... even tchers.. haih... i'm not asking u to be perfect... i nt perfect either... jz dun do til u betry all those stuf.. not fair in doin decision... dats y i said... dis world is jz so fucking nt fair!! ntg is fair in dis world... ntg!!! i hate it man.. reli..

i dono wat shud i do... i trying to change bek to d better me.. nt dis bad me... haih... things around makes me change...

p.s leave me alone..

retire...

today i retire frm tkd club.. sad lurh... so today hv a meeting choose new committee.. i start d meeting oni got ppl cry liao.. haha. u noe hu u are... xp... i see her cry.. i tahan... den wen choosing i feel like crying man.. i reli heart dis tkd club alot.. n so d members.. i feel like i cant let go... i jz... haih... den after fin choosing.. wen i start to talk... they group hug me i start to cry man.. i cry le... unbelievable sial... herm.. i reli heart my tkd club n d members alot.. maybe dey dun feel it... but i reli luv them... i make them as a special tkd family... evryone starts to call me biggy daddy... i walk go toilet aftr they release me frm d group hug.. i went into d toilet n cry... i think all of them folo me to d toilet.. they waited outside.. i 1st time see ppl cry wen d senior retire... herm... i reli dunno i will b dis sad oso... herm... i hv done my job of take caring them... i put my hard work in it... i face btw master, tchers n members... problems frm master... problems frm tchers.. problems frm members... i'm tired... but i do it wit my heart to try to solve it... n now dat i'm nt in tkd club... i feel so... nt use to... if nt master i wont stop at all even spm starts... herm... i hope all of d tkd members will do their best!!

p.s i reli luv each and every one of u in tkd club

the way~

thr's sumthin bout d way

u look tonite

thr's sumthin bout d way dat

i cant take my eyes off u

thr's sumthin bout d way

ur lips invite

maybe is d way dat

i get nervous wen ur around

and i want u to be mine

if u need a reason y

it's in d way dat u move me

n d way dat u tease me

d way dat i want u tonite

it's in d way dat u hold me

n d way dat u noe me

wen i cant find d right words to say

u feel it in d way

ohh

u feel it in d way

thr's sumthin bout how u stay on my mind

thr's sumthin bout d way dat

i whisper ur name wen i'm asleep, oh gal

maybe it's d look u get in ur eyes

oh baby it's d way dat

makes me feel to see u smile

n d reason they may change

but wat i'm feeling stays d same

it's in d way dat u move me

n d way dat u tease me

d way dat i wan u tonite

it's in d way dat u hold me

n d way dat u noe me

wen i cant find d right words to say

u feel it in d way

ohh

u feel it in d way

i cant put my fingers on

jz wat it is dat makes me

love you, you baby

so dun ask me to describe

i'll get all choked up inside

jz thinking bout d way

it's in d way dat u move me

n d way dat u tease me

d way dat i wan u tonite(tonite)

it's in d way dat u hold me

(d way u hold me)

n d way dat u noe me

(d way u noe me)

wen i cant find d rite words to say

(u feel it in d way)

it's in d way dat u move me

n d way dat u tease me

d way

(u feel it in d way)

thr's sumthin bout d way u look tonite

thr's ntg more to say dat

i feel it in d way

p.s nice song!! sing by clay aiken.. title is d way