Standing In The Dark

I went MITC with Yong Liang today to watch the band competition. So far from my house right I know. Well, the main purpose was to see how it is because I haven’t witness one myself before. It was a great experience though. Other than that was, I knew my crush were there taking part in the competition. Wanted to support her quietly (I am not sure if she see me there), wanted to see her playing the instrument in band (I only know she’s DM), and most importantly, I wanted to see her (can’t deny that I kind of missing her).

I know it sound stupid but I am not a playboy, I can’t just change or forget about some one so quickly once I’ve decided to fall. Yong Liang was like “go find new one la you….”. I hope I can too so that I could stop loving her so much, it’s stupid.

We were talking in the car while I am sending him back home. Suddenly I said “aiyo, wanted to ask her whether she need a ride home or not?” Yong Liang change topic quickly and I give him a face like he’s not listening to me, then only he said “aiya, I want you forget about her ma, that’s why I change topic.” Haih, I seriously don’t understand why myself still like you this much. HONESTLY I DON’T. One of my other friend too like “walao you still like her?” haha. I said a little.

Don’t kill me if you happen to read this. I kept saying, she’s not pretty or cute but she has already kidnapped my heart. To be honest, she is not that pretty or cute. I tried to accept her for who she is, that is why I think I can’t get over her I think. I don’t want her to think that people won’t like her because of her looks. I wanted her to know that I am different that she can count on me.

P.s. everything’s hot reminds me of you.