jz a story 5~

CONTINUE…

The secretary of the charity event suddenly said that she is leaving the school to continue her studies at other place. Its sad cz she reali can do work, Shaun do not need to worry about the work dat she do. Anyway, they took a pic together wit all the committees before she leave. So that’s the 1^st time Shaun get to took a pic wit Maryvonne which he cant forget that. As the time past, Shaun as the director, kind of stress about the event, not to forget, it is a big event! There’s this one fine day, one of his fren texted him, “hey, wanna go Movida?”. His frens wanna bring him for clubbing. His fren said dis, “I saw ur tweets, u seems stress, so wanted to bring u go relax!” Shaun join them, his frens gonna pay for it somemore!

Shaun enjoy the loud music, alcohol! At a stage, the alcohol makes him high! I must stress on this, he is not drunk but high, maybe a little drunk. Haha.. He take his phone n text Marryvonne, ask her to be his prom date. He noe that if its work den great, but if its not, he noe he got those alcohol wit him now.he is ready for the answer. *phone vibrate* “no. I’m actually waiting for sumone.” She replied. Its hurt but Shaun said “how about jz a dance?” she like no too. Now, its obvious that Maryvonne noe Shaun feelings towards her. Due to the a little drunk of Shaun and aft long hiding of the feeling, he kind of confess to Maryvonne. It’s a sad answer. She ask to stay as friends, and ofcz Shaun agreed. Wat else can he say? Nothing… Shaun did apologize if he scare her off n oso xplain that he is kind of drunk that’s why couldn’t control himself. Maryvonne told him not to talk or msg her wen he is drunk next time. Shaun remember this whenever he drink at other time. Conclusion, stay friends.

The next day in tuit, Shaun is ready to face Maryvonne wit the friends feeling. When she came in, Shaun start a conversation wit her 1^st. Maryvonne ignore him straight away and insist not to sit beside him anymore. Seriously very sad, hurt, everything turn up side down! Wat happen to the “stay friends” thing?? So yeah, this relationship doesn’t work. Whatever is it, he stil wait for her to go back aft every tuit clases. Alcohol is the next thing Shaun’s searching for due to the way Marryvonne treated him.

Sooner or later, Shaun realize smtg. Here’s another story. Shaun very 1^st ex was not Jamie but another gal which is Maryvonne’s friend. He realize that both of them actually talking about him for quite some time. They talk about what he did, so wen Shaun did something to Maryvonne. She will go telling her frens, his ex will be like, “yes, I noe he’ll do dis, because she likes you”*things like that* said to Maryvonne. So I guess, here’s one of the reason why he cant get her. Yes, Shaun’s the one who wanna break up wit his 1^st ex but his ex dun nid to spoilt or take revenge or wateva she’s thinking to make Shaun fail to get a new gf right? Shaun break up for reasons, he swear he do loved her sincerely. I’m not gonna say much about why wants to break up wit his 1^st ex, I’m jz gonna say, its about her attitude. The weird thing is, she even got a new bf. Some other reasons he cant get Maryvonne because of her friends around her. The friends that do not really noe about Shaun but simply talk about him makes her wont accept Shaun. Sad case.

p.s If you truly want to be with somebody, listen to your heart not all the voices from all the people around you.

jz a story 4~

CONTINUE…

The charity event hasn’t end yet. It wil be held on December 15, for this few months they will need to prepare many things jz to get the event nicely done. Here’s a dirty little secret about Shaun, he alwiz cant wait to hv d next meeting jz to see Maryvonne, doin this charity together.

Prom. The thing dat most of the high sch students looking forward to. Everyone wish to hv a prom date same goes to Shaun but not sure about Maryvonne, because she seems to be kind of keeping a distance away from guys and just stick around with her gals frens. By the way, its gonna held just few days aft the charity event which is on 19^th of December. Shaun is stil considering whether to go or not and from what he can see, he dun think Maryvonne will go this kind of event because he noticed that she is not a person who’ll simply spend money while the prom ticket is 50dollar per ticket! He’s thinking about asking her to go prom wit him, cuz if its like dat, Shaun will suppose to be the one who buy the ticket for her then she will not need to spend money for it. The problem is, he cant ask her to go prom wit him just like dat, I mean out of sudden?? She’ll surely think of something is wrong. Shaun cant do anything but one step at a time, of cz he’s hoping there’s a good chance to ask her to be his prom date. He HOPE!

In tuition, he asked, “are you goin to the prom?”. Maryvonne replied “um.. I’m not sure yet.” She continue saying that she scared she got no transport, need to make up and set hairstyle, search for dress, shoes and bla bla bla… Shaun replying in a friendly way jz to not letting her realize he likes her, “I can be your driver, I will send you for make up all those things and of cz will send u back aft that, no worries.” He hope this will solve her problem and she’ll say okay but she said she don’t want, it will be so weird. The way she replied, Shaun now noe that she knows about the crush from him towards her and he quikly reply “it’s not weird, friends what, you can count on me like friends”. End up the answer is stil “not sure, see how.” Fine, that’s it. Shaun dowan to talk about it any further to avoid awkwardness.

Shaun love to write some songs lyrics and put on his table underneath the transparent wrapping paper as he use it to wrapped his desk. He remembered once he asked Maryvonne what song she like, and she said Rihanna-take a bow. Wow, that song was kind of long ago ad, he cant reli rmb those words til he go searching back that song, downloaded it again, get it’s lyrics, write it on a piece of paper and put on his table. Hoping that she’ll see it for no reason, just want her to see it and hoping that she knows that’s Shaun’s table. Sure to have that chance because sometimes her society will held their meeting in his class. Guess what she saw it! She talk about it in tuition by asking Shaun “you oso like the song “take a bow?” he dono how to react but just pretend and say yes. The hidden reason is because Maryvonne like it so that is why he wrote it. Talking about society, Shaun feel so heartache wen he come to noe those 3society that Maryvonne joined was once he think of joining but he dint join. It was just so close….

On 16^th of August, Shaun’s friends gave him a really lovely birthday surprise! It’s really unexpected. They had steamboat, barbeque and of course a birthday cake. After awhile, they told him, “we actually asked Maryvonne to come over, she agreed but few days ago she said she couldn’t make it, don’t know why.” He is so thankful to have this group of friends, its even enough to have them celebrating his birthday. After eating, Shaun text Maryvonne “why you couldn’t make it to the party?” She replied “my brother came back home from outstation, so I have to stay home. By the way, it’s a surprise party ryt?” Shaun was kind of sad of course but its okay, family come first! He told himself that to comfort himself. He even reply Maryvonne telling her that the party will be wonderful if she were to be there too. ~sigh~

p.s Shaun really do appreciate his friend > tee, qi, vin, wei 1, wei 2, na, and xin.

jz a story 3~

CONTINUE…

Later on, Shaun ask Maryvonne for her  handphone number in tuition. Guess what! She gave him the number without any doubt and he thought this relationship might work. Can you imagine how happy Shaun was when he got her number?!! That awesome feeling he’ll never forget. On that day itself, he texted her. Shaun himself can’t believe that he can actually chat wit her until she doze off, and the super awesome thing is, she replied him the next day aft sch saying that she is sori din’t reply cuz she fell aslp. In two days, with jz two little small matter, Maryvonne made Shaun felt so damn hapi twice. That’s how powerful she is. Everthing Maryvonne do and words she say will take Shaun’s breath away. 

They’ve texted each other for few days, and unfortunately, one day, her phone credit expired. Shaun is sad cz jz started texting her a few days and hv to stop already. Questions that comes to his mind wen he noe her credit expired. “when wil she gonna reload?” “will she text him wen she uploaded her credit?” “shal he text her aft few days asking whether she’s already reaload but he scad she will think that he is so disturbing?” *maybe she do think that these few days*hmmm.. You must be thinking how come he will noe her credit expired, cz if it’s so, she couldn’t text him and tell him about it. Here’s another thing dat makes Shaun feel happy, she actually use her uncle’s hp to text him telling him about it. It makes him feel dat he is quite important maybe? Cuz if a normal fren, they wont reli go borrow ppl’s phone to text others if they’ve no more credit or credit expired, I guess…

Shaun realize something when they chit chat-ing in tuition. He realize dat the physic’s tuition he used to attend last 2years ago was also attended by Maryvonne and again he dint notice thr’a a gal name Maryvonne were in the same tuition wit him, jz like he din’t notice Jamie were in the same sch for few years wit him. He dint even see her face before! Damn pathetic man this Shaun. He felt so “wat the hell”!! the weird thing is, she knows about him but not vice versa. He is thinking, why cant God jz let them know each other earlier, for like 2years earlier?!! Heartache… Other than that, her eldest sister and his 4^th sister were friends. Another heartache matter, they were just so CLOSE. The car that Shaun drive is being recognize by her sister, so wen they having their conversation, Maryvonne bring out this matter. He even play badminton wit her sister before! Laugh out loud.

Few days later, Shaun try to msg her asking if she had uploaded her hp credit. The sad thing is, the way Maryvonne reply, wasn’t the same as before. It feels like she doesn’t wanna chat wit him, and automatically Shaun also stop texting her. He really do scad dat he wil scare her off. Even he feels dat she dowan to chat wit him, he stil wait for her to go bek aft every tui classes. He bought her fruits once after sch wen he noe she stay back after school for meeting, honey dew as he know that’s her favourite fruit. There’s this shop called “chatime” just open not long ago, Shaun have yet try it, but the first time he line up at that shop and buy it is for Maryvonne not himself. What to call this Shaun? A fool or what? Haven even try but the first time buy not for himself. Whatever is it, he is happy that she receive and eat or drink it.

One day in tuition, she ask him not to buy her anything anymore. Shaun dun understand what this gal’s thinking. It’s obvious that she dun like him, but wen he think of the way Maryvonne talks to him, text wit him last time and even use her uncle’s hp to msg him, Shaun stil wanna stay his love for Maryvonne, because he know that once he decided to fall for that particular one, he must be serious! not to be like a playboy.

p.s Shaun needs a lots of guts to fall for someone cz he noe he mz be serious.

jz a story 2~

CONTINUE….

There’s this event that Shaun being selected to be the director. The event cant be organize all by himself, all he need is to get a team. So, he went ask around for ppl who willing to do this wit him sincerely. Few days later, he ask for the very 1^st meeting for the event to get to know how many committee members he got in this team. Shaun got a shock that he saw Maryvonne were there in the meeting too, this means, he’ll get to see her more than jz in tuit. Shaun dint bother much about the volunteer she did and continue doing his very best for making this event a success one. He hope. Shaun actually insist not to fall for Maryvonne and continue wait for Jamie.

It’s hard to fight this feeling. Maryvonne appear in front of him more than he want her to be, he do not want to see her much bcz he dowan to fall for her, but tuition for 4days a week, meetings for the event, it’s jz too much time for them to get involve in the same thing together. Seriously he do not want it! Well, it’s been a year plus Shaun broke up wit Jamie. ONE YEAR PLUS! He’s kind of struggling to make the decision of whether  to really let go of Jamie and whether he is ready to take Maryvonne as his gf or not. Again, feeling of confuse and scared occurred. He is scared to fall for another cuz he is scared the another gal will do the same to him as he’s being hurt quite badly. Got all this bothering him all day and nite for few weeks!

Finally, the day Shaun thought he’ll never get through is he got over Jamie. Shaun let her go but stil not totally. He decided to slowly forget Jamie by slowly putting his love to Maryvonne. People said to forget those pain ur ex given you is to start a new relationship wit someone new. He dint noe whether it’s a correct decision but he tell himself “jz do it”, and ofcz he’s hoping that this relationship will work. He dint even cross his mind saying that thr will be someone else will make him fall in love again. NEVER, but Maryvonne successfully made him do. 

Shaun used to be very concentrate in tuition, but not anymore due to Maryvonne. The ordinary girl no more has bcum some special gal whc sitiing beside him. He decided to hide his feelings at 1^st, as usual, a guy do not want to scare the gal off. Shaun always cant wait to attend tuition classes jz to get close to Maryvonne, he even feel that 2hours wasn’t enuf. he wait for her to go home each time aft tuition no matter wat. Even if he got dinner wit his family, he’ll stil wait for her dad to pick her up.

p.s if sumone can reli make Shaun let go off Jamie. She's got dat one thing.

p.p.s to be continue. XD

jz a story 1

CONTINUE…….

After Shaun finish his important exam in high sch whc is SPM. Jamie is back from Australia. They continue texting each other like they used to be. Shaun is sad, cuz he stil cant got over her and he rmb everything they’ve done together so clearly. Especially Christmas. Shaun alwiz hv a wish that is to enjoy d beautiful fireworks with his lover during Christmas at 12am sharp on 25^th December. His wish come true after so many years that being fulfilled by Jamie in year 2009. But this time in year 2010, he hv to go through this alone n suffering while watching d fireworks cz its reminding him how sweet they were last year to watched the fireworks together. Seriously, he can jz get a new gf as so many gals wish to be his gf. But he reli got no interest in other gal. the truth is, Shaun is scared to fall for another one. He is scared to start a new relationship. The scars inside his heart made him. Even if he got very close to other gal, he’s stil thinking about Jamie. Honestly, he did try to fall for other gal but failed! Few months later, Jamie went back to Australia again. Shaun continue wit his life by getting information through facebook n blog about Jamie.

Shaun get to continue his studies in another high sch. They called it pre-u. On May 2011, he starts his high sch’s life again. A new place whr thr’s no memory at all about Jamie and him. Unfortunately, he stil a little too not over her. He got very upset on 2^nd of May 2011. It’s been 1year he broke up wit Jamie. He waited for 1year plus, and still so miserable. Hoping that someday maybe miracle wil happen. What a fool.

In this brand new sch, Shaun makes alots more new frens as he loves to make frens. Continue making new memories. He’s juzt randomly saw this ordinary gal and he continue talking with his frens without bothering to approach her nor making frens wit her because they don’t know each other and were nt in the same group for ice-breaking etc. they got this ice-breaking for one whole week. Its was kind of fun I guess. Get to know each other, love that feeling. After that, we start our syllabus. Shaun is also busy with tuition classes, one week 4 days for the same subject, that is Mathematics. Mathematics is one of the hardest subject in pre-u! Day by day, week by week. Time flies so fast it’s July already! they have this special camp (3days 2night) which involve all the pre-u students in this high sch. This is another opportunity to noe our more about our new frens. Shaun love joining those camp wit his frens, especially when they resting together in one room. It will sure to be having a fun time playing, chit chating wit frens and all other kind of stuffs.

During the camp, they’ve been divided in groups according to their classes. There’s one night which each of them have to think of sumthing to perform, anything like singing, drama or some other thing. Prizes will be given. Everyone’s busy practicing for the night. Shaun walk around and saw that ordinary gal again aft he last seen her whc is on May while it’s already July. Quite long huh. He saw her conducting her class to get them prepared for the performance. As usual, Shaun jz walk away to whr he wanted to go. Thr’s a voice inside him saying “wow, that gal’s voice so loud. And she’s probably the class monitor I guess as she’s conducting the class”. And again he continue wit his stuffs by ignoring what he saw. Finally, the camp is over and we get back to our normal life. Studies……

One day, Shaun’s concentrating in that math’s tuition. Suddenly, that ordinary gal came in. As they looking around to find her a seat, it’s kind of no more empty space as the tuition class started 2months ago and everyone actually already have a permanent seat for their own. One of Shaun’s fren who knows that ordinary gal as they were in the same society, pointed d seat right beside me. Finally, the gal settle down herself by taking the seat beside me. Yes, Shaun and that ordinary gal do have some conversation as Shaun love to make frens. Shaun started by asking for her name, finally he know her name! Maryvonne. So both Shaun and Maryvonne have conversation throughout the whole tuit class. Shaun was like couldn’t believe that he wil get to know Maryvonnne. He almost did not get to know her, because Shaun asked her “why do you suddenly wanna come to this tuit?” and her replied was “oh, because I actually wanted to go for some college cuz i got a scholarship thr, but end up decided to continue back here”.. is it God that want her to continue in this high sch so that she can meet Shaun too? No one knows.

4days a week that Shaun and Maryvonne will get to sit together side by side in just for 2hours tuition class and talk about almost anything. After awhile, Shaun realize that Maryvonne is a very talkative gal. He love the way she tell him about her stuffs, it’s just so natural. Sooner or later, Shaun have a little feeling towards Maryvonne. The more-than-friend feeling. Shaun is stil confuse. He told himself that he cant do this as the scars in his heart it’s just like a tattoo. He is stil scared to fall for another gal. His mind is jz CONFUSED!

p.s to be continue. XD

jz a story....

Title:Reminiscene

Shaun is a famous guy in high sch. He is a helpful prefect n very responsible. That’s what the feedback from teachers and seniors and some even say he’s kind. Most of the girls in the school wish to be his gf, some even stalk him til he’s kind of scared. He used to cycle to school. There few times he’s being followed back home by some of the girls, as they wanna know where he’s staying. Besides, he is also a very active in sports. Especially high jump, champion every year.

Most of the girls want his phone number, he even get some unknown number dat text or phone him. He wonder how do they get his number. So most of the time he’ll just ignore those unknown number. On day, there one junior ask for his number face to face, and he doubt and said “ask from ur sister, she have my number”. Few days later, her sister who named Jamie text him. “my sister and her friends want ur number. How?” he replied, “I don’t know. Wat do u think?”. “how I know. Its ur number. U too famous ad”…. And they texted each other non stop. At d end he do not know how but somehow d girl got his number. Of course he did not stop texting Jamie. Shaun realize that he dint noe Jamie have been studying in the same school with him for 3years. How stupid he was when he thinks back. Wat a joke!

So they texted each other everyday non-stop. 25^th of march 2009, Shaun decided to confess to Jamie and ready for this relationship. At that moment, he dint noe dat whether d gal hv d same feelings he feel, he jz wanna give a try. And he did, Jamie was shock at 1^st, but at the end she said yes. So, here begin their love story. Shall they thax to her sister that wanted to get his number and cause that they kept texting each other? Haha.. Each day after school, Shaun walked Jamie back home with his bike. He’ll like to see that she enter her house safely. As time pass, they were so in love. Not to forget, Jamie is one year older than him. Jamie graduated from high school and she got a job in a shopping complex. Everyday, during her one hour break time, Shaun actually cycle to the shopping complex to accompany her for her meal. CYCLE, its quite a distance but it’s worth it for Shaun and jz for dat one hour.

There is this government programme called national service. Jamie got a letter and being inform that she has to attend it for 3months. Handphone will have to hand up to the person in charge. Only weekend they can get back their handphone. Both Shaun and Jamie always cant wait for d weekends to come. So that they can talk on the phone n text each other. They usually share wat had happened pass fews days as they can’t share it each time cuz d gal is not hving her phone wit her. When she almost finish her national service, they broke up on 2^nd of may 2010. Yes, they hv been in this relationship for 1year plus. The reason is that the girl do not want to lie to her family anymore cuz her family doesn’t want her to be in a relationship this early I guess. So she decided to love her family more than Shaun. Shaun is confused at dat moment. The worst thing is, he is having an important exam this year! How will he gonna concentrate on his studies? He actually took alcohol each day aft d break up. He can’t take it. He can’t face the truth! He’s seriously being hurt damn badly, cz dis is his very 1^st time he’s so deeply in love and the longest relationship he ever had. He has got no interest in other gal xcept for Jamie.

Aft her national service, she went to Australia to further up her studies. He continue get all information at everywhere he can about Jamie. Facebook and blog most of the time. Not stalking her but he’s jz can’t stop concerning about her. He jz couldn’t let her go no matter wat. He even ask her once more to get back to this relationship but failed. Whatever he do, reminds him of her. Places like school, the shopping complex, the road they walked together when sending Jamie back home etc. Shaun decided to let the time do the work and one step at a time. Suffering the pain in his heart.

p.s to be continue. XD

5th day of kl

herm... alone agn in d hse.. haha.. thank god my sis here can on9.. if i'm at mlc.. will boreeeeed like hell.. lol.. so same like yesterday.. i on9 n cooked.. no watch movie lurh.. since dat i'm goin bek tmr morn.. so i went to d gym here.. phew.. so loooooong ad i dint go gym.. thehe.. nt bad la.. my sis apartment here got gym.. free one le but need d card la.. ony ppl hu stays here got d card i guess.. haha.. i got ntg much to blog la.. so i'll cont wit 2pics..

dis is my lunch n dinner.. i cooked for my sis n bro in law too.. thehe..

lol.. jz wanna show u whr i slp in my sis hse.. frm left is me > my sis > my bro in law... i'm like slping wit my parents man.. haha..

p.s i'm cuming home.. cuming home.. tell d world i'm cuming home... lol