retire...

today i retire frm tkd club.. sad lurh... so today hv a meeting choose new committee.. i start d meeting oni got ppl cry liao.. haha. u noe hu u are... xp... i see her cry.. i tahan... den wen choosing i feel like crying man.. i reli heart dis tkd club alot.. n so d members.. i feel like i cant let go... i jz... haih... den after fin choosing.. wen i start to talk... they group hug me i start to cry man.. i cry le... unbelievable sial... herm.. i reli heart my tkd club n d members alot.. maybe dey dun feel it... but i reli luv them... i make them as a special tkd family... evryone starts to call me biggy daddy... i walk go toilet aftr they release me frm d group hug.. i went into d toilet n cry... i think all of them folo me to d toilet.. they waited outside.. i 1st time see ppl cry wen d senior retire... herm... i reli dunno i will b dis sad oso... herm... i hv done my job of take caring them... i put my hard work in it... i face btw master, tchers n members... problems frm master... problems frm tchers.. problems frm members... i'm tired... but i do it wit my heart to try to solve it... n now dat i'm nt in tkd club... i feel so... nt use to... if nt master i wont stop at all even spm starts... herm... i hope all of d tkd members will do their best!!

p.s i reli luv each and every one of u in tkd club

the way~

thr's sumthin bout d way

u look tonite

thr's sumthin bout d way dat

i cant take my eyes off u

thr's sumthin bout d way

ur lips invite

maybe is d way dat

i get nervous wen ur around

and i want u to be mine

if u need a reason y

it's in d way dat u move me

n d way dat u tease me

d way dat i want u tonite

it's in d way dat u hold me

n d way dat u noe me

wen i cant find d right words to say

u feel it in d way

ohh

u feel it in d way

thr's sumthin bout how u stay on my mind

thr's sumthin bout d way dat

i whisper ur name wen i'm asleep, oh gal

maybe it's d look u get in ur eyes

oh baby it's d way dat

makes me feel to see u smile

n d reason they may change

but wat i'm feeling stays d same

it's in d way dat u move me

n d way dat u tease me

d way dat i wan u tonite

it's in d way dat u hold me

n d way dat u noe me

wen i cant find d right words to say

u feel it in d way

ohh

u feel it in d way

i cant put my fingers on

jz wat it is dat makes me

love you, you baby

so dun ask me to describe

i'll get all choked up inside

jz thinking bout d way

it's in d way dat u move me

n d way dat u tease me

d way dat i wan u tonite(tonite)

it's in d way dat u hold me

(d way u hold me)

n d way dat u noe me

(d way u noe me)

wen i cant find d rite words to say

(u feel it in d way)

it's in d way dat u move me

n d way dat u tease me

d way

(u feel it in d way)

thr's sumthin bout d way u look tonite

thr's ntg more to say dat

i feel it in d way

p.s nice song!! sing by clay aiken.. title is d way

Long........

hello dude!! long time nvr blog blog ad.. haha.. well.. many things happen.. haih... dunno how to list down.. lazy wanna list down.. and i hate 2nd of may!!!!!!!!!!! bored now....

p.s leo hate ppl dun trust them.. i'm leo.. i hate ppl dun trust me..

random..

i've change my song.. hehe.. load very slow la... d title "kidnap my heart" enjoy... nothing special.. very bored.... random emotional...

p.s what i hear when you don't say a thing...
ronan keating-when you say nothing at all...

i'm hv a few dream recently... those dream makes me feel very unwell... last few weeks i cant slp well but no dream.. but recently... those dream came... very dun feel gud... but yesterday d dream reli reli makes me feel so uneasy... nobody can comfort me or accompany me.. i try to tell my fren but my fren laugh at me.. den she said nothin will happen... but dis dream reli makes me very very uneasy... it's freaking me out... i dowan to talk about my dream here cuz i dowan ppl laugh at me here... i jz write out here cuz nobody can comfort me n listen to me.. act y do i feel so uneasy.. cuz as i mention b4 year 2010 is not my year... reli unlucky.. i'm scad... reli very uneasy..... another thing happen... 2010 reli freaking me out!! wat's happening??

p.s my mind is blank...

erm......

wow. d last post of mine was jan.. n now is march!!! buzy buzy.. now a bit free cuz after sports day.. haha.. next will be my mssm n campfire!!!! wiil start busy soon.. now got time den i'll write n say.. hello peeps!!! long time din update ad.. haha..

sports day... me green hse... green hse marching team last minute find those ppl to march.. tot will get last.. but v got 3rd!! haha... i've heard ppl said durng our sports day d temperature was 40degree!! wow.. so damn hot.. after dat all of us got sunburn!! so burn!! my sisters tot i'm drunk dat day cuz my whole face red red even my hand... overall blue hse won.. green get 2nd.. don say blue hse always d winners after u noe ds year our sport day's result.. cuz dis year got oni running event.. no high jump, long jump, lontar all dat.. if all dis got in d sport day.. i tell u.. i comfirm green hse will win dis year... haha..

well.. 2010 its not my year.. as i said it many times ad... very malang.. ppl said after cny will be better.. now its juz rigth after d cny.. i'll see den.. dis year important year for me.. hope wont so shui anymore!!

p.s i beleve god is great...

pieces

hello everyone!! kinda took me a long time to update my blog huh.. well.. its reali bzy and its juz so irritating.. i dun hv some time to do some personal things.. aish.. well, bek to sch's life.. in a NEW year.. i tot its all new.. but stil same.. all those ppl never change.. n bcum worse.. i already hv no strength to defend myself anymore.. i maybe juz let all those ppl attack me without defending them.. cum on.. seriously shut up is d best way.. all these while i nvr shut up cuz i dowan to be UN-me.. haih.. anything la, i reli no strength ad..

[i tried to be perfect but nothing was worth it.. no one blieve me.. i meant all the things i said.. if you blive it's, i'd say all the words that i noe, if dun blive, i think i'm better off on my own..]

i modified some from a song..

sum41-pieces..

the whole song its my feeling now..

p.s shut up like a dog.. un-me..