random..

i've change my song.. hehe.. load very slow la... d title "kidnap my heart" enjoy... nothing special.. very bored.... random emotional...

p.s what i hear when you don't say a thing...
ronan keating-when you say nothing at all...

i'm hv a few dream recently... those dream makes me feel very unwell... last few weeks i cant slp well but no dream.. but recently... those dream came... very dun feel gud... but yesterday d dream reli reli makes me feel so uneasy... nobody can comfort me or accompany me.. i try to tell my fren but my fren laugh at me.. den she said nothin will happen... but dis dream reli makes me very very uneasy... it's freaking me out... i dowan to talk about my dream here cuz i dowan ppl laugh at me here... i jz write out here cuz nobody can comfort me n listen to me.. act y do i feel so uneasy.. cuz as i mention b4 year 2010 is not my year... reli unlucky.. i'm scad... reli very uneasy..... another thing happen... 2010 reli freaking me out!! wat's happening??

p.s my mind is blank...

erm......

wow. d last post of mine was jan.. n now is march!!! buzy buzy.. now a bit free cuz after sports day.. haha.. next will be my mssm n campfire!!!! wiil start busy soon.. now got time den i'll write n say.. hello peeps!!! long time din update ad.. haha..

sports day... me green hse... green hse marching team last minute find those ppl to march.. tot will get last.. but v got 3rd!! haha... i've heard ppl said durng our sports day d temperature was 40degree!! wow.. so damn hot.. after dat all of us got sunburn!! so burn!! my sisters tot i'm drunk dat day cuz my whole face red red even my hand... overall blue hse won.. green get 2nd.. don say blue hse always d winners after u noe ds year our sport day's result.. cuz dis year got oni running event.. no high jump, long jump, lontar all dat.. if all dis got in d sport day.. i tell u.. i comfirm green hse will win dis year... haha..

well.. 2010 its not my year.. as i said it many times ad... very malang.. ppl said after cny will be better.. now its juz rigth after d cny.. i'll see den.. dis year important year for me.. hope wont so shui anymore!!

p.s i beleve god is great...

pieces

hello everyone!! kinda took me a long time to update my blog huh.. well.. its reali bzy and its juz so irritating.. i dun hv some time to do some personal things.. aish.. well, bek to sch's life.. in a NEW year.. i tot its all new.. but stil same.. all those ppl never change.. n bcum worse.. i already hv no strength to defend myself anymore.. i maybe juz let all those ppl attack me without defending them.. cum on.. seriously shut up is d best way.. all these while i nvr shut up cuz i dowan to be UN-me.. haih.. anything la, i reli no strength ad..

[i tried to be perfect but nothing was worth it.. no one blieve me.. i meant all the things i said.. if you blive it's, i'd say all the words that i noe, if dun blive, i think i'm better off on my own..]

i modified some from a song..

sum41-pieces..

the whole song its my feeling now..

p.s shut up like a dog.. un-me..

sch reopen

wat the hell!! herm.. act 1st day of sch wasn't so bad for me la.. but i dint bring d text book to return.. so i cant get d F5's text books.. the 2nd kinda bad for me la.. slpy, dowan study, ran here n thr, bzy.. phew.. jz not gud for me.. n i'm d QM head.. oh my gosh..

well, sch starts.. the one hour oso not relly hving it.. herm.. killing me.. haih..

p.s enjoy in sch guys

new year

its a new year now.. wahseh.. few more days sch reopen.. oh hell.. goin bek into jail.. face those teachers.. aish.. damn it... i'm not ready for sch yet.. i not yet do my holiday hw le.. i never even take a look at it.. dat day i went bek sch to arrange chairs for d F1 registration thingy.. bm tcher asked me wheter i hv fin my hw... so... wat else i say?? haha.. i jz simply say "sudah" haha.. dun care.. come on.. its holidays.. giv us a real holiday la.. aish.. i dowan bek to sch.... all d gud gud tchers transfer makes me lagi dun feel like goin sch lurh..

so um.. i dun think 2010 is a gud year for me.. new year eve n new year doesn't nota gud day for me.. sumthing happen.. starting of d year already like dat.. wish me luck la heh.. i'm F5 ad.. my frens!! we r all F5 ad.. yesterday after countdown reach home about 2am.. i cant slp after bathe cuz sumthing happen la.. so i sat on my sofa til about 4am.. oni i go to my bed n sleep.. today woke up about 10am.. cant slp bek.. i'm tired but cant sleep.. keep thinking about d thing.. i just dint noe wat to do.. so.. i'm tired today.. now nite blogging la.. m.. tmr start wen hua tkd class liao.. everything start again.. haih.. i muz get ready man.. but i'm not ready 4 sch seriously..

p.s feel so unwell wen sch gonna reopen..

it's the end of 2009

omg.. time flies so fast la..... god damn it.. i hate it man.. herm.. so tmr is next year ad.. aish.. new year eve today.. goin countdown at jonker tonite.. went to watch "treasure hunter" yesterday.. actor is jay chou.. haha.. his movie always un-understandable.. haha.. sweat.. i wanna watch sherlock holmes lurh... its 3.55 den treasure hunter starts 3pm.. my frens would like to watch earlier de movie.. so v choose treasure hunter.. hehe.. its okay.. thr's 10 of us.. i dunno dat many til i reach thr meet them.. haha.. after dat.... wat happen ar?? oh my.. i 4got wat happen.. sweat.. nvm..

today.. 3pm georgina ask me out.. she say will be meeting wit kei shing n elaine.. so oklo.. wen reach thr i saw soon wan wei!!! haha.. long time nvr see her man.. miss her la.. i'm kinda surprise to see her.. haha.. so i kinda hv fun la.. dis wan wei went see clothes.. den she kept taking d clothes place on my body n see.. dress ar, skirt ar, dunno wat sumore la.. sweat.. haha.. n jamie not well ar.. so i went buy porridge for her.. so guai huh eat kinda alot.. good good.. den u feel better ar.. gud dat u eat.. thank god i please u.. kla.. gotta go get ready to countdown.. yoohoo..

p.s hope 2010 will be as gud as 2009 n hope will be better than 2009! hapi new year guys!